Martin Luther on the way the Devil can use Prayer to torment us.
“When I was a monk I was unwilling to omit any of the prayers, but when I was busy with public lecturing and writing I often accumulated my appointed prayers for a whole week, or even two or three weeks. Then I would take a Saturday off, or shut myself in for as long as three days without food and drink, until I had said the prescribed prayers. This made my head split, and as a consequence I couldn’t close my eyes for five nights, lay sick unto death, and went out of my senses. Even after I had quickly recovered and I tried again to read, my head went ‘round and ‘round. Thus our Lord God drew me, as if by force, from that torment of prayers. To such an extent had I been captive [to human traditions]! Therefore I readily forgive those who can’t at once assent to my teaching. You young fellows know nothing about such outrages. What is written applies to you: ‘Others have labored and you have entered into their labor’.
“In the Dialogues of St. Gregory there is a story to the effect that he had a very faithful steward who, because he had laid aside three gold coins without telling his brethren about them, was condemned. So it is here. When Christ is away the devil is present and says, ‘You must do it to the very last detail.’ But Christ overlooks all sins. God gives so that we may be thankful. He never bothers me about my having done wrong in my teaching, but this is unknown to those who were in monasteries a long time. Münzer, Oecolampadius, and Zwingli escaped early, but they didn’t stand up very long. For the devil can find a person quickly, especially if Christ is not in his heart. The devil leads such a person into the Holy Scriptures without Christ, that is, to the law and to works. So it takes toil and trouble before Christ himself helps again.” - 1533